When I was four years old, my teachers at pre-school
noticed I was having trouble keeping up with the other kids. I was falling down a lot, and when I did, I had lots of trouble
getting back up again. After going to my doctor, I was sent to a neurologist. The neurologist decided to run some tests to
see what was wrong. One of these tests I will remember forever. I remember the building in which I had the test. I remember
the room. I remember how the room was laid out. I proved it years later when my gastrointerologist moved into the same building.
The test was an electro-conductive shock test. For those not familiar with it, sensors are placed at either end of a nerve,
typically hand, arm, and leg nerves. A shock is then sent down the nerve to measure how long it takes for the impulse to travel
from one end to the other. The severity of the shock is increased until a good reading can be taken. With healthy nerves,
this feels like a bee sting, just like the doctors say. With damaged nerves, i.e. mine, it feels more like someone stabbing
you and twisting the knife. Hence the reason I have such vivid memories of the test from when I was 4. But I digress.
After
the test, it was decided that a nerve biopsy should be done to try to diagnose my problem thoroughly. This is basically where
they operate and take a piece of a nerve out to study and test. All was going well in the operation. It was going well until
the anesthetic wore off during the operation. Then it hurt. A lot. I don't remember much about the operation other than lying
on my stomach screaming for all I was worth. I had a good set of lungs for a 4 year-old. My parents heard me from the waiting
room. It was decided after the tests and biopsy that I had Chronic Inflammatory Demyelinating Polyneuropathy (CIDP). Through
physical therapy, I was able to put the CIDP into remission.
Skip ahead 8 years.
I had been diagnosed as having
Crohn's disease. I was down at my Dad's over Christmas vacation when I noticed that it was getting more tiring to go up the
stairs. I told Dad about it, and he told me to keep an eye on it. Eventually, it got to the point where I could barely get
up the stairs at all. I even had to crawl up a time or two. I had also developed foot drop, which makes it difficult for me
to even walk. Dad got me an appointment with a neurologist he knew, and we determined that the CIDP was back. The neurologist
sent me to the hospital for 5 doses over 5 days of a new drug, immunoglobulin. It is given through an IV, which is why a hospital
stay was needed. This stuff just flat out works. When we got to the hospital, I could hardly get out of the car. I was getting
better after the first couple of days the medicine was in my system. A few days after I finished at the hospital, it was like
nothing had been wrong.
Unfortunately, the CIDP would not be gotten rid of that easily. My Crohn's was still giving
me intermittent problems, and the CIDP was following suit. Even though there is no evidence of it, I believe the two are connected.
Every time my Crohn's flares up, my CIDP is about two steps and a week behind it. You do the math. On a taper, I was able
to wean off the globulin (IVIG) and get it only as needed.
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The effects of Cushings Syndrome in my 7th Grade school picture |
For a while, they tried to control my CIDP with Prednisone (steroids). I was
on upwards of 60mg/day at one point because my neurologist was an idiot. We told him that we had tried steroids when I was
12 to possibly control the Crohn's and CIDP, and that they hadn't done shit. Did he listen? No, of course not. I reacted to
the steroids by developing Cushing's syndrome, which makes the face swell and puff up. Some friends today hardly recognize
me in my 7th grade picture. **Advice for doctors: If a patient has tried a drug before and they say it doesn't really work
for them, consider the possibility and look into it. ** Presently, I have an average of 1-2 flare-ups a year, on the condition
that my Crohn's is behaving.
In a new development, my current neurologist presented the theory that my CIDP
may actually be Multi-focal Motor Neuropathy (MMN). This affects only motor nerves, not sensory. He did some more shock testing
to try to be sure. In light of this recent encounter with the tests, I can say that any doctor who says that, at lest on damaged
nerves, these tests feel like a bee sting, can kiss my ass. It hurts like hell. I'm no stranger to pain, and that was all
that kept me from breaking down in the latest tests. Anyway, the diagnosis was uncertain. There was definite motor nerve damage,
but some very slight sensory nerve damage, also. Since MMN was only distinguished about 10 or so years ago, it is unsure if
sensory nerve damage could occur with 20+ years of exposure to the condition. In other words, they don't know what happens
when someone has it as long as I have. Here's hoping for a bright future full of answers.
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